As my life has headed into a stressful, heartbreaking era, my family is what keeps me positive and bring smiles to my face. 

I was fortunate enough recently to get to Virginia for a few days to see my new grand-daughter and both of my adorable and handsome grandsons.  I made time and found the energy to do an overnight trip to Detroit for my precious Emma's baptism and now a much needed trip to California to see my youngest son's new house.  It is their presence in my life right now that keeps me going and the strength not to feel sorry for my situation. 

What breaks my heart is that Jim is NOT fortunate enough to share these trips with me.  He adores his grandchildren and he has yet to meet his granddaughter Emma in person.  I tell him in detail all the things I share on my visits, but I know somewhere in his forgetful brain he must wonder why he isn't able to go with me.    He's always considered my children his from the get-go and is so proud of them and what they accomplish.  I know he would love to be here in California with me to see Todd and Christines house and visit with them.   I will bring back pictures and stories but it just isn't the same.

So today we are off to the wineries for some wine tours and testings, tomorrow is San Francisco (we'll catch the 45 minute ferry to there and back) and Sunday weather permitting Lake Tahoe.  Jim will be with me in spirit and I will take mega pictures to share with him.

See you Tuesday Jim.  Miss you!!!!!!!!!!!!